From shingles to death. Quite remarkable how life can change in 3 weeks.
God places people in your path for a reason. I feel so blessed that Dr. Carson cross my path . I first met Dr. Carson through my husband who had just completed his 3 sessions with her, I was struggling with so much at the time. My work load had doubled, running a busy farm, a business, having a sick husband, loosing my beloved horse and being one man down on our team was overwhelming to say the least.
I developed shingles! They covered the right side of my body, from my head, behind my ears, neck, back, stomach, and down my leg. Constant searing hot pain, I had never felt something so awful, There was no relief that I could find that would work. They were so blistered, and raw that i resorted to wearing a loose fitting dress in the dead of winter.
It was then I enlisted the help from Dr. Carson who after my first session told me not to use any of the creams or lotions for pain but to use her tools. I was skeptical but promised myself that I would do it. The pain had subsided I was able to function, After the second session I felt like a new woman! My life, attitude, ability to handle stress, anxiety had all diminished. "God and I were in charge of my life now!"
Until.....5 days before my last session on Christmas Day, my sweet, loving , best friend, soul mate and HUSBAND DIED in our arms on the kitchen floor!!!! When I called Dr. Carson the next day we cried together what felt like for hours. What was I suppose to do now? How am I going to do all that was required of me, live without the love of my life and raise my 3 daughters?
Dr. Carson convinced me to continue with my last session on Dec. 30th, she would help me process my grief, I asked "don't we have to start all over?" We did not but that last session is something I will hold onto and cherish always.
While processing my grief and heart-ache, I actually got to hold my husband, say good-bye, but most of all forgive him and he forgive me. It was such a beautiful moment. I was in such a deep relax state of peace , I didn't want to come back.
When I finally returned and placed my feet on the floor, "ground myself," I felt as though I could fly away. My sad, heavy heart and intense grief were gone and what remained was light, love and a sense of peace. Dr. Carson renewed my spirit, help give me closure, she gave me the tools that I will need to soldier on through what is and will be a very difficult time. My girls and l will "keep on keeping on" and will embrace the drastic change in our lives with love for each other, compassion, strength and fortitude.
The greatest tool that Dr. Carson empowered me with is knowledge, I know now that the power lies within all of us. Thank you Dr. Carson for your love, compassion and kindness, your long distance "big hugs" and your friendship,
I LOVE YOU!